High noon has long passed and I can feel the winds of twilight move through my soul. I imagine it moves through me much the same as He moved through the first evening of creation. The freedom of desolation that pours from my heart comes to find itself filled with His Spirit, and once again the Holy Ghost and I walk together beneath a setting sun leaving even Him smitten.
I stare in awe at the pastel lit sky and speak silent again.
As the darkness approaches, please allow me to bask in this higher light of you before I lose myself in this wilderness I call home. I know that within You there is a light that I have yet to fathom, because there is no known knowledge of the light you truly exude upon a lost soul. Yet what I feel seems so very real.
I understand that what you truly offer cannot be pinned down to any certain concept that I have complete knowledge of. I do know that within the scripted garden of Your Word, I feel a peace within me I never knew existed, and for that I can’t acknowledge you enough. It is also through the potency of prayer that I am starting to touch my dreams with my own two hands.
The wind blows where it wishes and you hear the song of it, but do not know where it comes from and where it is going; so is everyone who is born of the Spirit.
John 3 : 8
And as my hands cinch together with dovetail technique, I wish to truly encounter You as this darkness washes over the landscape of me. In the simplicity of You, I see a light that isn’t bound by a medium in which channels us as one.
For there is no explanation of You, when the experience of You is all that I need to feel as You quietly testify Your love for me. We are one; we have always been one, even though I didn’t see that until recently, and for that I hope You carry no hard feelings.
Yet it is in the union of Your light and my soul that I see a path start to clear; with You leading the way to the aforementioned Promised Land with the Spirit Of Christ in tow. The Son, Your only Son, that You suffered with grace through sacrifice—not just for You and I—but for all souls.
And for that I truly hope that all understand the truth in the meaning of sacrifice, because I don’t think that most have a firm grasp on what it means to truly sacrifice. After all, everybody wants to go to Heaven to see You but nobody wants to die. But let us speak on a deeper level of the Paradise that awaits further down this road.
It is in the simplicity of You, where all that is trivial in this life, becomes coherent in the uncharted waters of pure bliss. It is in us that You have chosen to dwell and as for those of us who understand the simplicity of Your presence, let us forever imitate the Love of You. Whether that is via avenues of creativity or through the worship of your Gospel when testifying to You moving within us depends entirely upon which room you decide to carry us into.
But for those who don’t understand the depths of Your Love, please prepare them for the beast at bay, because you know as well as I do. Actually you know better than I do. He is sitting back waiting to howl, scoping the battlegrounds, hunting down the hate—with none other than the presence of Your Love pouring into his heart.
And yes it is true, that in the sight of You, I know my purpose is trivial, but it is my purpose, You put it there, so as I have fallen so many times before, You have picked me up, and placed me where I needed to be. I plead with You now to allow me the time, the inner peace, and the fashion to allow You to move through me in Your own way. As I am awakening in You, and You in me, let us turn each other inside out, making this emptiness fill itself with the wisdom of Your vision and the purity of You—while giving them all a glimpse of Your cosmic dance.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29 : 11
Yet the fact does remain that You invite us to forget ourselves on purpose—to cast upon us a dreadful gravity that ascends upon Your wind and join You in the dance. And now I see that it is our one true and upright purpose to continually seek You in all aspects of life. And because of that I will forever testify in Your name. And I thank you for showing me the light looming in this wilderness of me. Amen.